Thursday, May 29, 2008

A blurb about a break up

Aerial view of my new, expanded front garden.
(It'll fill in!)


My wonderful, resurrected, backyard herb garden


So my relationship has finally seen it's end. After six years together my partner and I have decided to call it quits. I can't say I'm happy or sad, I'm just numb, I don't feel anything except a nagging disappointment at loosing the beautiful garden I just created in the front yard. That must be saying something....sorry to never see the garden, not the boy. After all that has happened in the last sixteen months, I guess this was inevitable, the next logical step. I am so very scared of what will come; the adjustment period, if you will. I will have to apply for Welfare in order to afford a place to live since I am not yet working. How embarrassing. Well, I guess the challenge will be not to become complacent, to take this kick in the teeth and use it as a kick in the ass to get up and get on with my life. A clean slate is how I should approach this, a chance to live as I want and do whatever I like. Though I fear I will become the little old lady living alone in some tiny apartment...except I'm allergic to cats.... I won't even have the cats to keep me company! Great!

2 comments:

Marylin Houle said...

You will build a new garden and a new life... and you won't be alone... you can get goldfish!

Just kidding, I love ya.

Anonymous said...

Many hugs, honey.

I hope you get a worker like the one I was blessed with.

My thoughts are with you.